After a little over a year of our memoirs, I decided to go back and organize a little better. Below, I have redone the table of contents with links to each article.
Our Threesome Memoirs:
1.1 My Awakening
2 His Story
3 Listing Ads on Dating Websites
3.1 Angry Lesbians and Studs
3.2 Crazy Men
3.2.1 Men Pretending To Be Women (Pat The Squirter)
3.3 The Man Hating and Pushy (Edith the Cat Lover)
3.4 The Young and Flaky
3.5 The Shy (Shai Wan)
3.6 The Intimidating (The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly)
3.7 Finding The Third (The First Meeting)
4 My First Kiss
5 Our First Threesome (Nessa’s Perspective w/ Ryan’s commentary)
5.1 Our Second Threesome (Ryan’s Perspective w/ Nessa’s commentary)
5.2 The Secret Lesbian
5.3 A Threesome From Every Perspective
5.4 A Different Type Of Double Penetration
5.5 Giving Him A Double Blow Job
5.6 The Naughty Lunch Break
5.7 I Fucked A Girl With A Strap On
5.8 Tasting His Cum On Her Pussy
5.9 Our First Sleepover
5.10 Foxy Brown
5.11 The Break Up
5.12 Face Fucking
6 Is My Wife Really Bisexual?
7 The Women I Want
8 What Is A Unicorn
9 Coming Down From The Threesome High
There are a few more experiences that are in the drafts that we may share, but today I am going to share our last experience. Do I mean our last experience as in never again, or last as in the one that chronologically happened last?
Let me just go through the experience and if you make it to the end, you can help me decide what it all means. I’m not going to glamourize this experience or make it seem like a steamy hot threesome. I am going to describe what happened, and while it happens, I will try to take you through the other thoughts that run through my head. With each threesome I’ve written about, there have been small moments where I leave out how I really feel, and instead focus on writing the experience as detailed and steamy as possible. Because this blog is also a diary of our experiences, we’d prefer to read back one day and smile at the things we’ve done. However, I have enough of those moments and I am not a sex author, so I will now do what I do best, and analyse my thoughts. It’s important to remember, I am not talking about Nessa or her thoughts at all. How I feel, what I feel, may seem a bit narcissistic, but my selfish reasons for having a threesome isn’t the same as Nessa’s. I will try to explore why I am having a change of heart towards threesomes and really no longer interested.